I'm looking up cars/car insurance/other shit I need to take care of in the next couple of months and fuuuuuuck. It's all so expensive =/. I don't have the $$$ to pay for a car and car insurance and gas and and and

I hate money :( Next semester, I may have to look for a second job just to pay for the car. -sighs-

The cheapest car I've found so far is $1500 =/

DHS sent me a letter dated December 10th that I didn't see until yesterday saying that my bridge card benefits were going to be lost, nevermind that I did turn in the document they wanted. Fuckers.

I'm at a bit of a standstill on RPB. I've lingered at a little over 30k for almost two months. Man is that morbid. I've got the first subplot finished, but now I have plot details that I have to wiggle into place but that means getting them... into place. I almost want to email the full length I have with a basic outline of what I want to happen and see what people think about foreshadowing and what they think about the ~plot twists~ and basically have cheerleaders.

I already have things I want to change, scenes that need to be written (everything so far is basically a scene-by-scene outline of the plot. Next draft, I get to fill in the less related to the plot scenes, then I get to work on style. Exciting~).

It's so tempting to just pick up my sewing even though I know exactly how this scene I'm fighting with has to go. -sighs-

Little meme stolen from inkbymidnight  ( Under here. )

I only have like three Criminal Minds fans on my flist but I don't care I will pander to you and be all gleeeeeee.

Kirstin Vangness is a lesbian and she and her girlfriends are utterly adorable omg. This makes me happy in my pants.

Offer is still open for LJ coupons if anybody needs them.

I started to work on Orpheus Sang instead of um working on RPB (well, sorta in tandem- I had to restart a scene because I kept stalling and now it's flowing a little more but Idk yet so the scene may get the slash if I don't get anything done this weekend).

The hook to OS:

Standing in front of her ex-fiance with the engagement ring half-way in the air, Savannah had the most curious moment of a flashback cut scene with a montage. It began with a moment when someone told Savannah to do something interesting with her life. They hadn’t bothered to explain to Savannah what interesting meant.

LCC has put in a stupid LCC debit card program that employees and students are being required to get because their traditional mailing shit program wastes money. Well, I want it direct deposited in my fucking bank acct and it looks like I have to register my card to cancel it.

And I'm fairly certain I just tossed the card somewhere because whatever.

At least my direct deposit paycheck looks like it will finally hit my bank account instead of "Oh, you put in for this but uh we're not gonna."

So my brother came home last night. :)
I invited Angelo over to meet him and the two of us, plus my brother and my sister-in-law ended up playing Pictionary till 2 in the morning. Angelo is such a bad artist. XD Not that I'm much better...but whatever... We kept saying that everything he drew either looked like boobs or a dick. >_>


But then I had a dream last night >_____> And it was so awkward. Oh man. In it, I was still dating Ang but then there was Catlin and I was like in love with Catlin or something an dat one point I was hugging Angelo and looking over his shoulder at Catlin or something and Catlin got really mad and he yelled at me then wouldn't talk to me and I was like "D: omfg nooooo" in my dream.

It makes me feel bad even if it's just a dream. It doesn't help that I really did have quite the crush on Catlin this summer.


I think I'm gonna work on/update Walrus now. I still have a lot of beta-ing to do...but IDK.

So I thought the day before yesterday or so, I haven't posted enough inane moments in my life lately and accidentally, I find myself posting for the fifth time today. In my defense, two of them were regarding recent updates from livejournal.

Anyways, I thought it was too kinda cute to skip up: I always feed Trill right before bed, therefore I have to get the wet food, make sure her dry crunchies and water dish is full. Trill will only come to bed on her own volition if I stand in the room for about fifteen seconds, then she zooms right in like :D it's bedtiem now!

So she does that, I get her food dish and I don't shut the door so she can't sneak out... she sneaks out, I coax her back in this time rattling her food dish and I go to shut the door only to find Eeyore trying to be like "I r ninja cat. You don't ~see~ me," while she was hiding in the bottom shelf of a built in bookshelf. Then she's like :( noooo wet foods.

...Eeyore really loves when I put food down for Trill because Trillian never eats all of her gooshy foods and I find Eeyore finishing it most days.

Umm. I think this means I need to leave treats down for Eeyore and Tigger if they've noticed.

I spoil my cats and talk about them way too much.

Who wants a paid account coupon?

...sized up 'cuz this is a short post and thought you might want them. However, blahblahblah LJ shenanigans. This program is implemented badly.

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I'm looking at the "my stats" thing, lol. And I have two people who removed me on one date! One day! And the only thing I posted then was about Pester so... either it's a good riddance type of removal, or I removed them or something! Idk. I just know that there are people who the stats say are no longer there!

I'm a little neurotic.

I am working on a Christmas exposure story for RPB &hearts

eta: lol durrr the "two removed" was me leaving sf_d and the booj during my second biannual leaving of the communities and if the stats are right, then I um joined them again two days later.

I cannot check facebook at work because Diane is on my facebook and this makes me sad.

I 3.5ed world civ :D Idk if she did it on purpose or no (I was 3 points off of a 3.5) but woot a 3.5 when I thought I would only have a 3.0. Umm. This brought my 2.2gpa up to a 2.4, which isn't spectacular but it is still better than it was. I am going to apply to MSU in January, even though I'm sure that the craptacular GPA will work against me =/

I'm sure I'll be able to talk Amy into writing a testimonial on "Stephy's grades say she's dumb, but really she's really good at helping people :D" or something. Idk. Umm. They ask for a like "what is the hardest thing to overcome in your education" and I'm already working on that in my head.

I'm really nervous, though :( because I am not as stupid as my grades say I am and I reallyreallyreally hope they pay attention to the whole "grades went spiraling down and now they go up up up :D"

I googled Cameron Johnson and he looks as douchey as his paperwork sounded, so lol.

I'm annoyed with Beckie at the moment. She told Diane that I hadn't finished something, that I had finished, and she misrepresented what I supposably hadn't done. It's small and stupid but Diane started to scold me when I came in today and I'm just like "waitwaitwait a minute. This is what I did and that's how it was done."

These past few days have sucked. I don't even feel like going into detail with them. I'm just willing to bet today will suck too because I have a shitty shift at work and I'm not going to put it past Angelo to put me in backdrive to be a dick. >_> *cough*

Government exam probably not a fail. Probably somewhere around a C. :)

I need to do some more Christmas shopping. I still haven't gotten that thing for Katie, but I paid my mom for it, so all she needs to do is order it with her credit card for me...

I have my last story due tonight at midnight...so...it's going to suck. I get out of work at 7 (though I'm going to beg to get out early), and I think my brother and sister-in-law will be here. Yay for my brother. Boo for my loudmouth sister-in-law. I can't write like that, man.

OR HAPPY NO PANTS DANCE WHEN I GET HOME. I 3.0 WORLD CIV, 3.0 WORLD LIT, 3.5 AFRICAN HISTORY. YESSSSSSSS.

I love how all day Angelo made it a point that I should talk to him but when given the chance to do so, there WAS no chance because we weren't alone.

Seriously. Guys are kind of dense.